I try not to "hold" but in uncertainty of belief to 'keep' or 'allow' the inseparability and qualitative equality of my identity in need of union as a consecrated married, until death of my wife in 2017 male-female and now celibate, and my procreation gift role. Clergy sexual abuse results in reaction to not keeping this by diseased "familyist" family members for their families' economic advantage by tax-exemption embezzlements and lower insurance cost by fraud grooming with an occult as hidden, incest connected as substitute mate, false non-economic status inducement of higher vocation of consecrated celibate marriage vowed to man in Christ to consecrated male female marriage vowed to God.
I try not to "hold" but in uncertainty of belief to 'keep' or 'allow' the inseparability and qualitative equality of my identity in need of union as a consecrated married, until death of my wife in 2017 male-female and now celibate, and my procreation gift role. Clergy sexual abuse results in reaction to not keeping this by diseased "familyist" family members for their families' economic advantage by tax-exemption embezzlements and lower insurance cost by fraud grooming with an occult as hidden, incest connected as substitute mate, false non-economic status inducement of higher vocation of consecrated celibate marriage vowed to man in Christ to consecrated male female marriage vowed to God.